Well.
I'm in neither now, and I want to allow something that has been brooding inside of me to be purged. Funny enough, I am returning to the thoughts of the toddler, fresh off the boat Lisa:
In the end, you only have yourself.
It's not THAT dark. It's just the truth.
Wanna know what else? I've never felt this unattractive in my whole life. I've been much "fatter"... In fact, I am never one to feel depressed about the way I look. I hate that in girls. "I'm so fat, I hate my life boo hoo boo hoo I never exercise, I feel guilty that I ate that awesome thing I just ate. I'm ugly." I think it must be something in my brain. And maybe Yellow Barn chef, David Frink's fault.
Anyway, here's a woman who knows what she's talking about:
In the end, you only have yourself.
It's not THAT dark. It's just the truth.
Wanna know what else? I've never felt this unattractive in my whole life. I've been much "fatter"... In fact, I am never one to feel depressed about the way I look. I hate that in girls. "I'm so fat, I hate my life boo hoo boo hoo I never exercise, I feel guilty that I ate that awesome thing I just ate. I'm ugly." I think it must be something in my brain. And maybe Yellow Barn chef, David Frink's fault.
Anyway, here's a woman who knows what she's talking about:
Despite the post, my life is pretty damn amazing right now. Arrived in Baltimore with a real job, a cute Jason and Robin. I bought awesome new sunglasses:
And a long, rolly desk that goes over our bed, (for Starcraft, Dexter, and breakfast in bed) not to mention our awesome apartment, blah blah blah blah. I think what I'm getting at is - I hate it when I feel and act like a FEMALE. PMS-y, mirror conscious, too lazy to dress up FEMALE.
ROAR!
